It's a cold early Sunday, post-Nemo here in Providence RI. I'm on the 12th floor of a residency building, built around the time I was last working/living here, I believe, in the late 70's, mid-80's. It has a comfy, yet sterile look. My apartment is white and beige, a bit antiseptic, bringing color into this environment is up to you. Cats, cat toys and roosts, plants and flowers, books help. The outside is now an extension of the same color scheme, save the tender pale blue of the sky. From where I roost, it looks as if the city is pretty well dug out. The interstate is flowing smoothly, pavement seen, all's well. But I got a phone call from a friend in Pawtucket last night that said his neighborhood hasn't been plowed yet, they're still under 2 plus feet of snow. He reports that the state was so overwhelmed by the amount of snow that they had to job out for private contractors to keep the major streets clean. Vermont, at least our piece of it, seems to have fared better. A substantial fall, but not crippling, all taken in stride. Richard's on his way down for an extended stay today, both the Dartmouth Coach and Amtrak are up and running after an enforced hiatus. I'm in Providence doing "Crime and Punishment" at Trinity Rep and for the past 2 nights the play has been cancelled. I felt it was a no brainer that, of course, the 2 performances today would be done, but with the news of neighborhoods still buried, it doesn't seem as likely as I thought.
Still, still, it's gorgeous out. My friend and fellow cast mate, Rachel, and I ventured out last night around 6, ostensibly to go to a movie at the Cable Car Cinema whose doors were gated and shut tight when we arrived. So it was the journey itself that was the delight and not the destination. Some sidewalks were clear, clean cake-sliver cuts in the snow to show how high the fall had gone; up to my knee at least, in other parts even higher with drifting. The best way to walk, the clearest way, were the streets, where the tamped down snow was tattooed with swirly tire indentations, like ancient messages worthy of a Werner Herzog documentary. Just being out in it, the bracing fresh air, the flocked trees, flocked light posts, flocked everything, raised the glee factor. We giggled and laughed and patted our gloved hands together, dodging oncoming plows. There were fellow travelers in similar spirits, curious, happy to be out. And there were the workmen, toiling away at the mounds of white stuff. We turned up one side street near City Hall alive with the ratchety whirr of a snow blower and came upon a Matterhorn of blown and plowed snow blocking the street. Obviously this was a dumping ground from the other streets and we marvelled and wowed it as we passed. (An hour or so later we revisited to find that the mountain had been moved to Mohammed.) Westminster Street, Rachel's favorite, had stringed lights up and above down the center of the street, not illuminated, but flocked and the whole street, somewhat deserted, evoked the final scenes of "It's A Wonderful Life" and Jimmy Stewart slip sliding with joy past the Savings and Loan. A bicycle stood frozen, encased up to its icy leather seat, like a cave man being thawed out after millennia. There were some businesses open, a couple bars and restaurants, and their windows glowed with warmth and inviting camaraderie. As we came out on the river, the city opened up and I looked back at its silhouette against the starlit sky. I like Providence's look. Nothing overly showy, but with smart clean lines, sharp, Tim Gunn comes to mind. We'd hoped to see a collection of Oscar nominated short films at the Cable Car and were momentarily bummed when we saw it was shut, but spirits quickly revivied - "It's just nice being out!!" - and we shifted to window shopping for a while, and then veered down an icy cement stairway for an alternate route back "home." That's when we discovered - was it The Colonial Tap? A place Rachel told me was usually hopping at this time on Saturday night. Its large parking lot was almost deserted save for an SUV crunching its way in and a lone individual sweeping at the door. The lights were on, it looked promising, so why not? "A toddy!" Rachel announced and since I'd never had a toddy before and was game for most anything, I followed her lead. We chuckled our way over the mountain range of snow between us and the inn, toddling into our forbears footprints, trying our best to avoid avalanches of the cold white stuff down inside our boots. Victory! We shook ourselves off, shucked our coats and scarves, and sat at the bar with 6 other swaddled folk who were bemoaning the woes of shoveling and the ick of it all. A couple of ale quaffing mates came in and out of view in the wide doorway of the next room, alternately playing a game of pool and throwing darts at a board. The place was in a basement really, encased in brick, and had a speakeasy/dive feel to it. Our bartender was a curious fellow, kind and clean, but wearing a coverall denim get up that looked as if he might toss in a transmission change on your car after he fixed your drink. He hadn't made many toddies in his day, but was willing to try. They were terrific. "Sorry, no cinammon sticks," he apologized, but he'd taken great care to put 3 whole cloves in a lemon slice and set down plenty of honey and sugar for our enjoyment. We warmed with the citrusy, honeyed bolt of alcohol in our veins and our conversation glowed and bounced in contrast to the hum of weather complaints continuing just down the bar from us. No matter. I could have easily had another, we both acknowledged the Salome dance inside us beckoning yet one more, but wisdom won out and back into the cold we went, the holiday spirit reignited. It was fun. The whole jaunt. Out for an icy walk with a friend, enjoying the rich bon homie of it all, revelling in the sheer delight of being alive. I felt as if I'd gone sledding.
Sunday, February 10, 2013
Friday, January 25, 2013
Inauguration and other things
This I posted on my facebook page several days ago:
Inauguration a couple days later. A quick dash to dc to spend the day with my sister. A day of walking, navigating numerous security points, craning for views, realizing we probably should have gotten in earlier because our standing area was already cram packed. But the crowds were magnificent, the people sohelpful and good humored and informed and many of them oh so stylish. We were very close to the pro-life protester who had shimmied up a spruce and bellowed throughout the ceremony. There were occasional shouts of "shut up!" but mostly the crowd took it in stride, let him have his scream. It's all America. The rest of the day was spent hopscotching streets to catch glimpses of the parade, grabbing a bite at Union Station, snatching a Starbucks, smiling and hugging and congratulating one another for having made it, taking in the glorious light of the day, the bands and floats, getting second winds. We ended up on the bleachers right across from Obama's viewing stand in front of the White House. I was told these had been $1,000 a seat, but again they were filled with regular folks, standing on the seats, taking pictures, all in fine cheer. We stayed for about an hour and a half then meandered to a recommended restaurant, Lincoln, on Vermont - both very fitting - where we imbibed some alcoholic concoctions with Mary Todd and Honest Abe monikers and munched on exquisite, tapas-sized dishes. A great day!
Inauguration a couple days later. A quick dash to dc to spend the day with my sister. A day of walking, navigating numerous security points, craning for views, realizing we probably should have gotten in earlier because our standing area was already cram packed. But the crowds were magnificent, the people sohelpful and good humored and informed and many of them oh so stylish. We were very close to the pro-life protester who had shimmied up a spruce and bellowed throughout the ceremony. There were occasional shouts of "shut up!" but mostly the crowd took it in stride, let him have his scream. It's all America. The rest of the day was spent hopscotching streets to catch glimpses of the parade, grabbing a bite at Union Station, snatching a Starbucks, smiling and hugging and congratulating one another for having made it, taking in the glorious light of the day, the bands and floats, getting second winds. We ended up on the bleachers right across from Obama's viewing stand in front of the White House. I was told these had been $1,000 a seat, but again they were filled with regular folks, standing on the seats, taking pictures, all in fine cheer. We stayed for about an hour and a half then meandered to a recommended restaurant, Lincoln, on Vermont - both very fitting - where we imbibed some alcoholic concoctions with Mary Todd and Honest Abe monikers and munched on exquisite, tapas-sized dishes. A great day!
On those bleachers while snapping pictures and visiting with the cheerful folk around us, a Norwich Academy band marched by in full blare. The lights blazoned their path. Then several Indiana bands as well, my home state, the state where my sister still lives. A day of present, past, and future all coming together at once. My sister and I, all smiles, by ourselves for a rare time, enjoying every moment of it, conjuring Washington times of our past - a mid-October trip a month before Kennedy's Assassination; Eisenhower's funeral; the bicentennial with friends, a quilted encampment on the mound of the Washington Monument - and now this day, now in the past itself. It was a terrific day.
I'm in Providence RI as I write this, having opened a production of Crime and Punishment, a challenging and thought provoking beginning to a New Year. Except for a few quick trips northward, Vermont does not figure into my plans until April, and even then, who knows for how long. It's an inaugural year, new beginnings, a balancing of country and city on more of a full time basis. New York and Vermont. We're setting out to make New York a more permanent fixture rather than giving it transient status. A new adventure, answering a calling. Lots of questions, lots of how's this going to happen which we're leaving to the universe, confident that answers will come when they're needed, and for now, joy in living, fortify faith, dance with possibilities, see what resonates, and put one foot in front of the other. And it's good and apt that this buoying port of departure into newness is Providence, a providing place, making provisions for the future, a place to which I've returned to work after nearly 30 years, a place that had served as my original port of entry into New England in 1978. A returning and a beginning all at once. I love it. A good way to start the year.
Two of our cats, Astrid and Sofia, are here with me. A harbinger of the change. They weren't too keen on the nomadic aspect of this move, meowing all the way when Richard drove them down in their sherpa carriers a couple weeks back. They've settled in quite nicely now, helped with catnip sprinkled toys and towers, a squeaking mouse on a stick toy our friend Jean Ann Allen gifted us with, and lots of affection. We're all domiciling quite nicely, thank you very much. It's good to experience their particular art in grounding me, snuggled up warmth on my lap urging me to sit a while, slow down, take the time. Okay. Okay.
So here's to January, nearly gone now. The beginning month. A time of resolutions, really a sort of framing of the year. The question "What would I like to have happened a year from now?" spurs me on. It's fun this year, not a burden as in the past. A big fat spaghetti throw to the creative wall. Blank slate. Hoorah! Let's see. I wish you all your own eventful inaugurations and adventures and faithful leaps. Enjoy!
Friday, December 7, 2012
Night Walks
Just down from a chilly sit on the rise. I was fooled by the “warm” weather for this
time of year, in the 30’s by the thermometer, but the wind skidded the feel down
to the 20’s. Still I love sitting there
at any season, looking out on the gentle roll of mountains, striated bands of
ridges, opening and opening off into the distance. I’m taking in as much as I can each day,
letting it reside within so I can carry it with me. When I leave for the holidays I don’t know
when I’ll be back next, maybe not until April.
A bittersweet thought, so I’m letting it go, letting it loose.
The pond is frozen solid now, a grey, opaque crust with
powdered sugar snow sprinkled around its edges and dusting throughout. I’m in the kitchen now, looking out across
the road, a good fire creaking in the jodul stove, Christmas music on the
stereo. Richard’s gone until 3, so I’m
alone to read, write, ponder, work on an upcoming play. It’s hard not to want to sleep all day. I guess that’s the body’s natural leaning
this time of year, toward hibernation.
That’s fine with me. Love naps,
love dreams, love everything to do with that.
Sometime I’ll take my daily walk.
I’ve gotten in the habit of taking night walks down our road,
2 miles to North Road, 2 miles back. There
are things I miss from walking in the day – the vistas, being able to read a
book as I walk if the mood moves me, my tryst with Robert and Lenice’s golden
lab Anu when I pass their place. She
senses me coming and barks and barks making sure it’s me before she barrels
toward me and at the last minute flips onto her back in an ecstasy of
subservience; oh, she’s such a sweet, sweet dog. The dark’s been calling me though. I usually set out just after the last blast of
incredible light from the sunset reflecta off the tall maples surrounding our
orchards, the sun’s own brand of “Adieu, adieu, remember me.” I don my
reflector vest, elastic strap a camp light to my forehead, and step out into
the darkening landscape right around 4:30 (still so weird it getting dark at
that time, my body feels off accepting that).
First, I walk the geese up to their house. They go without a fuss, they know, they’re
almost grateful for the shepherding.
“Show us the way.” We go slowly,
their pace, me whispering “thank yous” to them as they pad methodically
along. I love watching their pliable
orange feet give and take with the earth, those marvelous, prehistoric looking
triangles with claws, so quiet. As they near
their gate, they look down to measure the little hop they have to make over the
2 X 4, peering as if they’re in need of glasses. I give them room. Shmuel’s the last one in and then turns to
give a ritual “don’t cross this line” gesture, sticking his neck out
slightly. To give the gesture a little
oomph, he might shiver flutter his wings and nibble at the fencing across the
gate after I snap the door shut, but that’s rare anymore. We have an understanding now, between men,
that that’s his place and outside’s mine.
The chickens may be ready to be shut up by then too, even though Richard
has their “light” lengthened an hour before and an hour after the sun with a
light bulb mounted on the ceiling near the door. This keeps goings on in the coop a little
more lively than normal. 2 birds are
usually perched atop the door and I have to gently grab them by their feet and
transfer them to a roosting bar before shutting the door. At first this entailed a lot of fuss and
feather flapping, but now we both are letting it be easy. A “thank you” is in order for them too after
the shift is made.
Then I’m off. Now
it’s usually just the sound of the wind and the trudge of my muck boots in the
sandy road. An occasional passing car or
truck, momentarily slowing when my reflectors or light bring me into view. Yesterday, for the first part of the walk, I
was taking words of a script off the page and speaking them to the surrounding
woods, the words on the page illuminated by my head lamp. The woodland creatures might’ve been
wondering who this weirdo was. It was
fun, though. And freeing. The wind, the script’s words given new twists. But most of the walk was just walking
sounds. It gets to be you can hardly
make out anything. I have a sense of
where the road is going, and I have my little head lamp, whose ray at one point
reminded me of the point in “It’s a Wonderful Life” when Clarence has jumped
into the water to “save” Jimmy Stewart and the bridge watchman flips on a
searchlight to fine the source of the frantic screams. Anu saw the light coming down the road as I
neared Robert and Lenice’s and began barking a good guard dog alert. She didn’t recognize it as me, though,
despite my calls to calm her down, trying to get her to come over. She sounded a bit confused by it all, and was
finally called in and I was alone again.
It’s cozy out in the dark, invigorating. Without the distraction of views, the focus
is completely on your thoughts. Out in
the elements with the headlamp acting as a kind of guide, illuminating what
needs to be illuminated. The houses look
like ocean liners on a dark sea as you pass them. A little bit of magic. It’s all comforting. So I suppose I’m taking the darkness in and letting
it reside within me too, taking it with me wherever I go. It seems fitting for this time of year.
Sunday, November 25, 2012
Holiday shift
Taking a break from creating turkey leftover cuisine. Today, a big, thick turkey vegetable soup simmers on the stove top. Christmas music is on in the living room, our favorite CD, St Martin's in the Field, something we picked up in London about 15 years ago. We stick to the tradition of no Christmas anything until after Thanksgiving. I hauled out a few things today since I'm here alone with the cats, Richard's off at a rehearsal. It feels good. I feel slightly under the weather, probably just post Thanksgiving weariness. Waiting for the local snowmobile club to come and put up their ropes and signs and reflectors on a piece of our upper property which the state snowmobile trail traverses. We give our permission every year. I'm still a bit on the fence about it. Some riders used to disobey the signs and go all over our property, but lately all has been well. And they keep the path well tended as it winds through our woods, so a year at a time, and this year, why not? We had our first snowfall last night, just about an inch, but a nice coverlet for the trees, the tops of the grass still sticking through, like Walt Whitman's hair of graves. It's a bittersweet sight, the snow. The trees look like they're sleeping now, all tucked in. We're definitely in for the long haul of winter weather (knock on wood.) I went for a walk last night - well, it was barely 4:30 or 5, but already dark. I refused to stay inside so early. There was an inviting bite to the air, a few flakes dancing down, lovely. So I donned my fleece, put on my reflector vest, my camping head lamp strapped loosely to my winter cap, and I trekked off into the wind and whoosh. Not many cars or trucks, just me and the trees, watching over me, my friends.
Oh. "Lo, How A Rose E'er Blooming" just came on, one of my favorite Christmas Carols. It fits the day, my mood. I'm a sucker for those carols with joy sung in a minor key. It includes everything of life in it, sadness and joy right alongside one another always, always, always.
Chores done, soup on a low simmer, cats all decked out in slumber around the house. I'll just carry some wood up from the cellar, stoke the fire, fill the woodpile, and then maybe take a little snooze. Not bad, not bad at all.
Thanksgiving was fine this year, by the way. A good group of friends filled with terrific conversation, substantial, hearty, talking of the challenges of our times and sussing out possible solutions and change, never dwelling on the problem, not fixed, never black and white, embracing all. Very nourishing this Thanksgiving on all levels. It was still hard taking some of our birds to the processor. Rough. My buddhist hair stylist cracked herself up wishing me a Happy Thanksgiving on Wednesday after a trim. "Enjoy your murder," she said, guffawing. "Sorry, I just couldn't help myself." Buddhists! You know I love 'em!
Oh. "Lo, How A Rose E'er Blooming" just came on, one of my favorite Christmas Carols. It fits the day, my mood. I'm a sucker for those carols with joy sung in a minor key. It includes everything of life in it, sadness and joy right alongside one another always, always, always.
Chores done, soup on a low simmer, cats all decked out in slumber around the house. I'll just carry some wood up from the cellar, stoke the fire, fill the woodpile, and then maybe take a little snooze. Not bad, not bad at all.
Thanksgiving was fine this year, by the way. A good group of friends filled with terrific conversation, substantial, hearty, talking of the challenges of our times and sussing out possible solutions and change, never dwelling on the problem, not fixed, never black and white, embracing all. Very nourishing this Thanksgiving on all levels. It was still hard taking some of our birds to the processor. Rough. My buddhist hair stylist cracked herself up wishing me a Happy Thanksgiving on Wednesday after a trim. "Enjoy your murder," she said, guffawing. "Sorry, I just couldn't help myself." Buddhists! You know I love 'em!
Thursday, November 15, 2012
Flighty thoughts
Wednesday afternoon
Only 5 ducks on the pond now, 2 disappeared while I was in
Nebraska over this past weekend. I didn’t realize how close I’d gotten to them
until Richard shared the news with me in bed yesterday morning. It makes me sad, they’re such comical
figures. Upon reflection, Richard said
that he was sad too. They’ve become a
solid part of our place ever since they hatched early this spring. We’ve watched them go from tiny little waddly
survivors, scared to death of the prospect of even getting near our pond across
the road to being full time residents there.
We smile each time they make their slightly mad laughing sounds that
echo off the pond’s surface. I’d like to
think that they’re laughing with us, not at us, no judgment, but who knows, they
may very well be commenting in a “what fools these mortals be” fashion, from
their watery vantage point. Or it means nothing, it’s just the way they squawk talk.
Of course with the disappearance, the subject
of a predator came up. We lost a whole
bevy of ducks last year in one fell swoop.
This time Richard prefers to believe a male and a female simply flew the
coop, heading to warmer climes. And there
was no sign of struggle or violence. I’d
like to go with the migration explanation, but they’re vulnerability really affects
me. It brings up all these powerlessness
issues. I feel out of sync with the
cycles of nature. It’s a real task to
let things be, to let them be what they are.
For instance, the 2 that are gone aside, we really have no idea how the
rest of them are going to fare this winter, where they’re going to go when the
pond ices over. This doesn’t seem to
bother Richard; why does it bother me? Royce
opines that they’ll stay as long as there’s a food source and then they’ll
go. How do they know where to go? Being motherless ducks, do they depend on
trial and error or is the knowledge lodged in their cells and feathers somewhere
from bird generations immemorial? A
mixture of both? I’m really riled up
about all this. Maybe it’s because I’m
not good with death. And it is the
season of slaughter. Hunters all around
us, trucks parked alongside roads, camouflaged clad males everywhere. Orange hats and vests, reflective gear a
necessity. Even my favorite dog Anu,
Robert and Lenice’s dear yellow lab, has a bright orange kerchief around its
neck whenever I pause to pet her on my Fuller Road walks. It’s deer season. There’s death everywhere. Thank God for Anu’s running and tearing
around, her licks, her gleeful embrace of life as a balancing agent.
We’re deciding which geese are going to go this year. Richard’s already made up his mind. The little bully gander that chases and bites
his chickens has been marked for the stewpot.
Yesterday, Richard made up a little ditty and was singing it gleefully to
the gander, dancing around him as he did.
The refrain was something along the line of “You’re going to die! You’re going to die! Goodbye, goodbye!” Richard’s an angel. Also the goose with the deformed beak will
probably go as well. She’s just not able
to get enough food and is getting pretty scrawny.
I went over to Thunder Ridge Ranch in New Hampshire
yesterday to pay down a deposit for our Thanksgiving turkey (this year we’ll be
having a turkey and a goose from last year’s processing.) They wanted to know which day I planned on
picking it up – Monday, Tuesday, or Wednesday – because they’ll plan on killing
it the night before. They also wanted
to know the poundage of the bird I want and the highest pound bird I’d take. They had been worried that they’re birds were
going to be on the small size this year, but over the past few weeks they’d
really been piling on the pounds. I
replied that we’d like a 20 pounder, but could go as high as 30. “30 pounds is a pretty big bird,” the woman
replied. I didn’t know; I was just
speculating on what would be helpful to them.
Who knew 30 pounds is considered a porker bird?
As often happens with hatching our own chickens, we’ve had
an overabundance of roosters. You just never know what the hen/rooster ratio is
going to be when hatching, it’s a craps shoot.
And there are many times when Richard, who has become pretty much a
chicken expert, thinks that he’s raising some really good hens until they
either face each other down in a kind of West Side Story knife fight stance or they
start in to crow one morning, a raspy, muted attempt at maleness, when we were
all but certain we had another egg layer.
2 weeks ago, we had 8 guys, and now we’re down to 4. They’re all good birds - sweet, handsome
fellows. We try as best we can to assure
they’re going to good homes, that they’ll be a sire among hens and will live a
good life rather then immediately ending up in a stewpot. One more free ad in Its Classified this week
and then we’ll go from there.
Back from a quick walk around 3:30 and didn’t see any of the
ducks on the pond. An “oh no” grip in my
stomach. I quacked my best duck
imitation. Nothing. Had they all gone? I looked up the hill, our backyard. Not a sign.
And then from out of the beige dried cattails swam the 5 remainers,
cruising toward me with a “what’s up?
Got any corn for us?” nonchalance.
They looked so tiny with half their bodies below water. So vulnerable. I guess it’s like people, just love ‘em. Love ‘em while they’re here.
Thursday morning.
Frigid this morning.
And when I looked out the window I saw that the entire pond had a thin,
crinkly saran wrap layer of ice on it.
Where are the ducks, I wondered.
Richard, reading my mind, said, “There they are, walking on the surface.” And sure enough, there they were, rolling
with it. I guess. I’m concerned how they and the geese will
take it. As if this is going to be a big
disappointment, they will be deprived of their connection with the water, the “who
they are” really, for months. I’ve been
told I really need to make an effort to ground myself because there is very
little earth in my … what … sign, chart, life?
I feel that, right now for instance, a bit untethered, affected by
everything, tossed about by the winds of change, season change. So what is the equivilent of “grounding” for
water fowl? Do they need to “water”
themselves? Does that connect them to
the earth, to the essence of who they are?
Does it fortify and connect them?
Maybe. Might be something to
that. I wish them well.
Thursday, November 8, 2012
It's been a coon's age ...
... since I've posted this blog. How old does a coon get I wonder?
Standing and typing in the Manchester Airport, the New Hampshire version of Athena, the forecasted "nor'easter," outside the windows behind me. It's a steady grey sog, traces of snow around the edges. I drove into it from our place which is much colder and drier and snowless. Post-election. Maybe it's me, but everything and everyone seems a little bit spent, man and nature exhausted. Recharge and renewal. Talk of compromise, bi-partisanship, fiscal cliffs. I'm just grateful that the television sets so noisy and ubiquitous and newsworthy in other airports are few and far between here. A sense of quiet if you want it.
Home. All the raised beds have been put to sleep, shredded brown leaves mixed in with a mixture of top soil and compost and covered over with a comforter layer of straw for the long winter snooze and reconstitution. There's some new garlic planted, hearty big cloves from our first bountiful harvest this year. What a stupendous plant garlic is. It was the vegetable equivilant to daffodils this past spring, its curlycue stalks serpentining up through the straw and snow for a first showing of green. The mint I experimented with had taken over and encroached under the herb hillside and through the hardware cloth at the bottom of the raised beds and up into the soil. Tenacity thy name is spearmint. Invasive tactics it picked up from bamboo. I think I got it all; we'll see. It brought back memories of my grandpa hacking away at it when I was little, trying vainly to prevent its Sherman's march through the southland of our side garden. Its purple roots were everywhere, often bunched together in clumps with tiny, tiny tendrils feathering out like a miniature, landbound man-of-war. They have been marginalized to far corners of the garden.
I harvested the last of our chard and lettuces last week before a steady frigid streak settled in. Kale, parsley, and brussell sprouts are still going strong. This is the first winter I'm going to try a mini-green house, a plastic pup tent over some kale and chard and an errant beet or 2. I may even plop some more lettuce seeds down under. So lovely the other day lifting up the plastic flap and feeling moist warmth inches away from 20 degree weather. Wonderful. A big pot of rosemary and a smaller one of thyme are inside where they'll test transplanting over the winter. They seem to be enjoying the venture. I moved our wood slatted compost pile about 4 feet down hill, tipping it over to reveal this miracle of rich new soil. Humous, right? Or is it still just plain ole compost? I'm not quite sure. I was just boning up on the do's and don't's of composting on line - the correct ratios of carbon and nitrogen, when to turn it, how much to aerate. It seems I've been doing it all "wrong." But nature has been a forgiving force. She must appreciate the effort put forth, the aim toward sustainability. It's incredible seeing how all our kitchen waste, leaves, egg shells, coffee grounds have been Cinderella-ed into this rich, rich friable brown substance from which next year's garden will grow. It tickles me to no end.
Our birds. Have I told you of our ducks? There's 7 of them and they fill the air with ducky laughter throughout the day. Everything's a great big yuck fest to them - our six geese, the chickens, our foibles, the concept of work. "All is safely gathered in, ere the winter storms begin." Hilarious. They are adorable. Much more likeable than the geese. The males have this rich dark green color that cover their heads and necks, very dapper those Beau Brummels. They must have spent the family fortune on their duds because the womenfolk are pretty drab, beige, tan, white. I love seeing them take flight which happens several times throughout the day, most of the times from our hill in back to the pond. Some hidden signal goes off and they lift off like helicopters and fly in a straight line for a skid bottom landing on the pond's surface followed by laughter squawks. You here them laughing in the middle of the night, someone cracked a joke at 3 in the morning last night. They're a yucky bunch. And always with a Buster Keaton mug.
Flock thinning will soon become the topic of discussion. Richard and I put it off. Some roosters and at least a couple geese seem destined for freezer camp. It conjures up "Tale of Two Cities" scenes for me, the wagon creaking its way toward the guillotine. Between now and Thanksgiving the axe will fall on many a bird. Still on the fence about this taking of life. Don't know if I'll ever be completely alright with it.
They have bid us gather at the gate so I'll send this off. Have a great day everyone. Be kind to your fine feathered friend - for a duck may be somebody's brother. Be kind to your friend's in the swamp, where the weather is cold and damp. Well you may think that this is the end ... well it is.
I wonder if Mitch Miller was a buddhist?
Standing and typing in the Manchester Airport, the New Hampshire version of Athena, the forecasted "nor'easter," outside the windows behind me. It's a steady grey sog, traces of snow around the edges. I drove into it from our place which is much colder and drier and snowless. Post-election. Maybe it's me, but everything and everyone seems a little bit spent, man and nature exhausted. Recharge and renewal. Talk of compromise, bi-partisanship, fiscal cliffs. I'm just grateful that the television sets so noisy and ubiquitous and newsworthy in other airports are few and far between here. A sense of quiet if you want it.
Home. All the raised beds have been put to sleep, shredded brown leaves mixed in with a mixture of top soil and compost and covered over with a comforter layer of straw for the long winter snooze and reconstitution. There's some new garlic planted, hearty big cloves from our first bountiful harvest this year. What a stupendous plant garlic is. It was the vegetable equivilant to daffodils this past spring, its curlycue stalks serpentining up through the straw and snow for a first showing of green. The mint I experimented with had taken over and encroached under the herb hillside and through the hardware cloth at the bottom of the raised beds and up into the soil. Tenacity thy name is spearmint. Invasive tactics it picked up from bamboo. I think I got it all; we'll see. It brought back memories of my grandpa hacking away at it when I was little, trying vainly to prevent its Sherman's march through the southland of our side garden. Its purple roots were everywhere, often bunched together in clumps with tiny, tiny tendrils feathering out like a miniature, landbound man-of-war. They have been marginalized to far corners of the garden.
I harvested the last of our chard and lettuces last week before a steady frigid streak settled in. Kale, parsley, and brussell sprouts are still going strong. This is the first winter I'm going to try a mini-green house, a plastic pup tent over some kale and chard and an errant beet or 2. I may even plop some more lettuce seeds down under. So lovely the other day lifting up the plastic flap and feeling moist warmth inches away from 20 degree weather. Wonderful. A big pot of rosemary and a smaller one of thyme are inside where they'll test transplanting over the winter. They seem to be enjoying the venture. I moved our wood slatted compost pile about 4 feet down hill, tipping it over to reveal this miracle of rich new soil. Humous, right? Or is it still just plain ole compost? I'm not quite sure. I was just boning up on the do's and don't's of composting on line - the correct ratios of carbon and nitrogen, when to turn it, how much to aerate. It seems I've been doing it all "wrong." But nature has been a forgiving force. She must appreciate the effort put forth, the aim toward sustainability. It's incredible seeing how all our kitchen waste, leaves, egg shells, coffee grounds have been Cinderella-ed into this rich, rich friable brown substance from which next year's garden will grow. It tickles me to no end.
Our birds. Have I told you of our ducks? There's 7 of them and they fill the air with ducky laughter throughout the day. Everything's a great big yuck fest to them - our six geese, the chickens, our foibles, the concept of work. "All is safely gathered in, ere the winter storms begin." Hilarious. They are adorable. Much more likeable than the geese. The males have this rich dark green color that cover their heads and necks, very dapper those Beau Brummels. They must have spent the family fortune on their duds because the womenfolk are pretty drab, beige, tan, white. I love seeing them take flight which happens several times throughout the day, most of the times from our hill in back to the pond. Some hidden signal goes off and they lift off like helicopters and fly in a straight line for a skid bottom landing on the pond's surface followed by laughter squawks. You here them laughing in the middle of the night, someone cracked a joke at 3 in the morning last night. They're a yucky bunch. And always with a Buster Keaton mug.
Flock thinning will soon become the topic of discussion. Richard and I put it off. Some roosters and at least a couple geese seem destined for freezer camp. It conjures up "Tale of Two Cities" scenes for me, the wagon creaking its way toward the guillotine. Between now and Thanksgiving the axe will fall on many a bird. Still on the fence about this taking of life. Don't know if I'll ever be completely alright with it.
They have bid us gather at the gate so I'll send this off. Have a great day everyone. Be kind to your fine feathered friend - for a duck may be somebody's brother. Be kind to your friend's in the swamp, where the weather is cold and damp. Well you may think that this is the end ... well it is.
I wonder if Mitch Miller was a buddhist?
Saturday, September 1, 2012
Pearl
Hear ye, Hear ye! For the month of September through mid October our short film "Pearl" starring Frannie Sternhagen and myself will be accessible on the New England online Film Festival (info below). It's been getting a lot of play at festivals and Richard and I are very proud of it. Richard produced it and I directed and adapted it from a Ted Kooser poem (US poet laureate 2204-2006 and Pulitzer Prize winner). Take a look see and pass on the good word.
By the way, Pearl, though set in Iowa, was shot a year ago this past April in Newbury, VT, and Piermont and Woodsville, NH.
The following from the head of the festival:
Now's the time to start telling your family, your friends, your co-workers, your Facebook fans, and your Twitter followers to check out http://www.newenglandfilm.com/festival, where they can watch your films from September 1 through October 15.
This year we are offering two awards in each of our festival's genre categories:
Audience Award: Given to the film in each category with the most views from Sept 1-30.
Jury Prize: Given to the film in each category selected by the NewEnglandFilm.com staff.
By the way, Pearl, though set in Iowa, was shot a year ago this past April in Newbury, VT, and Piermont and Woodsville, NH.
The following from the head of the festival:
Now's the time to start telling your family, your friends, your co-workers, your Facebook fans, and your Twitter followers to check out http://www.newenglandfilm.com/festival, where they can watch your films from September 1 through October 15.
This year we are offering two awards in each of our festival's genre categories:
Audience Award: Given to the film in each category with the most views from Sept 1-30.
Jury Prize: Given to the film in each category selected by the NewEnglandFilm.com staff.
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